Myth of Certainty

I seem so sure, for a moment
then that gets stolen, 
replaced by crushing doubt.
Where would I be without
this lack of confidence?
Would I be flourishing?
If I wasn’t worrying, 
constantly,
about everything.  
I try to imagine, 
what it must be
like to function, 
without question.  
Are there people like this
who have such confidence 
that they just know?  
Always know that
they are on the right path.
Or is this a myth?  
It’s a myth to me, she, 
who always doubts her
ability.